Sometimes, I kinda get confuse at myself. I have secrets. I keep believing that they will be revealed soon, but I don’t know why I can’t confess it directly to someone. For example like this, I want to tell him that I love him. Do you think I can speak like this? No, indeed. If he doesn’t know about my feeling, I will be hung by a fake expectation. He’ll never realize how much I truly care for him before I tell it. Or, I’d like to say to those who push me down, “You’ve changed, I won’t to see you anymore.” This sentence is quite harsh. If I tell it to them, I bet they will change their behavior. But once again, I can’t. So, Am I willing to let these left unsaid? If you were me, what would you do?
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“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.” - Shella Mulia
Well, I don’t know either what’s actually wrong with me. Everything goes insane and it drives me crazy. This is not the right time to confess, it would be better for me to keep hiding it. I can’t standing for this unrevealed feeling. I know we can’t be together as one but someday I will prove my effort :)
Note : Well, a few days ago I’ve posted this thread but I made so much mistakes on my grammar so I want to correct them. Here is it! :)
2PM.
How can I be a part of Hottests?
When I was in Junior High School, my friend gave me one of 2PM songs. Its tittle is Again&Again. So, I’ve known 2pm since that moment. I’ve been adoring them especially Taecyeon since September. I think 2PM is different from others. They’re totally MAN and WILD!
I watched Hot Blood and I was stunned by them, why? They respected and appreciated each other even though they were tired of doing so much things right there. Those are what real men usually do. They’re talented and each of them has different talent. When they do some mistake even a small one, they certain to apologize what they’ve done. If they should perform at somewhere, they keep focusing on it and give the best. All of 2pm members are so funny. They always make such hilarious things which they can cheer me up. I love the way Nichkhun smiles at everyone, I love the way Chansung shows his hotness, I love the way Junho dances, I love the way Junsu makes songs which they’re meaningful, I love the way Wooyoung sings and dances, I love the way Taecyeon raps. I’m proud of them because they always give their best effort to perform and also regard Hottests as their family, they cherish what we do for them. They’re not proud of themselves. Their togetherness inspires me. Even they said, “we can’t be separated.” They’re always together as one. Beside of them, They are helpful too. Junho became a volunteer to help children in Ethiopia, Taecyeon helped a cameraman who fell in front of him and 2PM donated 130 million won for repairing the flood damage in Thailand, they also donated their Nanjing concert profit to buy school equipment for a school in Honam Island. I think, They can avoid them because they think those cases are unnecessary for them. No, being famous doesn’t mean they don’t care about others. That’s why I love 2PM. I assume myself as a Hottest after watching Hands Up Asia Tour in Indonesia because they have hypnotized me. 2PM makes my life brighter and they successfully changed my old statement, it was ” I hate KPOP because Korean Boybands are like girls.” but I found a K-Boyband who the members are 100% not like girls! It’s 2PM baby!
Taecyeon.
What makes this guy attractive?
Well, Taecyeon is my favorite singer so far. I’ve been becoming his fan for about 5 months. Actually, there are a lot of singers who I adore. But, he makes me fly away! I started knowing him because of Dream High. Just tried to remember his face while I was watching it. After watching it, I saw Hands Up MV on Youtube. OMGG! He’s so handsome! But, I was doubt whether he had any plastic surgery or not. Because, his face seemed strange for me. Not because he’s ugly but he’s flawless! And *sorry* mostly Korean guys did plastic surgery to make their faces more handsome. I checked, checked and checked on Internet and THANK GOD, HE NEVER HAD ANY SURGERY! And his another charm points are he’s funny and always make me laugh at 2pm’s TV Show or his concerts with 2PM, he never give up and always overcome every problem, he’s sooooo kind! He also smiles at everyone and gives thanks to them! He always appreciates Hottest and love them so much as his family. Though he’s famous and handsome, he still realizes that he’s just an ordinary guy just like others, not a god. So, he never treats anybody bad even antifans. He’s believe in GOD. He wrote a statement like this, “To be honest, if you end up liking a girl. Wouldn’t see look pretty no matter what she wears?” OMG! You’re such a sweet namja! Taecyeon, I can’t describe how much I love and adore you! ♥♥♥
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Too much makes ourselves fool. This is the important lesson of my life. I’ve been warned by someone and it made me realized how bad I am. Actually, I didn’t do it on purpose. But when I checked and did introspection at myself, I was wondering that yes I did a mistake. I think, someone doesn’t realize that they’re proud of themselves and it’s too excessive. All we have to do is keep increasing what you’ve got and stop regarding ourselves as “the best people with a bunch of talents.” Somehow, we will fail over our own severeness.
Damn right! I’m so agree with this statement.♥♥
Japan, my dreamland!♥ I’ve been a hardcore of it since I was in Junior High School. What makes it different from other countries? There are so much things in Japan which they’re so cool. For example; cultures, styles, places, songs and obviously SINGERS! And beside of them, i’m really proud of Japanese folks. Their struggle to do keep maintaining Japan is so big. The proof is it can be a super power country in ASIA. Japan’s inventions are unique which all people around the world are stunned by them. Many smart people in Japan. Why are they smart? Because they have been taught by a good education. Though Japan has been attacked by tsunami, Japanese folks still had big passion to build it up. They never gave up and keep strong. I wish I could go there, I want to enjoy Takeshita Street, Harajuku Street and many more! I want to meet Chinen Yuri, Matsumoto Jun and Tsubasa Masukawa too! My passion for Japan is already HIGH enough :p kono subarashiki nihon yo!
My goodness you are amazing!! I feel the same way about Japan!! It is my life! :’) One day I will visit it, even if just for an hour. I want to hear the language spoken around me, and see honest, humble gestures and gaze at everything around me.
Hey, do you love Japan? So do I! Japan is my favorite country so far! Japanese folks are respect each other. And the main point is, there are a lot of cool guys which they called as IKEMEN in Japan. I wish I could go there. When I grow up, I’d like to travel there! :D
Japan, my dreamland!♥ I’ve been a hardcore of it since I was in Junior High School. What makes it different from other countries? There are so much things in Japan which they’re sooooo cool, for example: culture, style, places, songs, foods and absolutely SINGERS! And beside of them, i’m really proud of Japanese folks. Their struggle to do keep maintaining Japan is so big. The proof is it can be a super power country in ASIA. Japan’s inventions are unique which all people around the world are stunned by them. Many smart people in Japan. Why are they smart? Because they have been taught by a good education. Though Japan has been attacked by tsunami, Japanese folks still had big passion to build it up. They never gave up and keep strong. I wish I could go there, I want to enjoy Takeshita Street, Harajuku Street and many more! I want to meet Chinen Yuri, Matsumoto Jun and Tsubasa Masukawa too! My passion for Japan is already HIGH enough :p kono subarashiki nihon yo!
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For me, life brings me passion but sometimes it kills me. When I’m happy, misery comes and when I’m in miserable, happiness comes. Yes, It’s good perhaps. But mostly my pleasure isn’t comparable with my sadness. I have something that I can’t confess but I want to. Pain makes me stronger, happiness makes me delighted. Life is varied. I need to be grateful of my misery. Because without it, I don’t know when I should be patient, when I should be mature etc. But, do you ever feel that you don’t have any strength again to sort your bitter life out? I need someone to share my stories with. Someone who can explain whats the ACTUAL MEANING of life. But, Thank God, i still have songs that they teach me how to live. Sometimes, so many people hate themselves and also their life. They think they don’t deserve to live because the harsh life especially the one who BROKE UP or BROKEN. Love affects a half of life. In my opinion, not a few people won’t live with LOVE. Because they’ve been betrayed and got hurt enough for many times. So, should we blame LOVE or LIFE? I’m not sure we have to blame it all. Everything can be fine, it depends on us which way we have to pass. The most important is give all of our problems with God. He always says, “Nothing to be worried, just tell your problem and I’ll give the best way for you.”
